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i forgot parts of this dream almost as soon as i woke up, but when i wrote it down later that day, june 19, 2020, the pieces that stayed were clear. i remember standing on this long white wall, chalky and worn, raised a little higher on one side and lower on the other. i was somewhere near the middle of it, in a place that felt like a huge open garden. the whole area had this ancient greece vibe, kinda like the sonic unleashed greece levels. bright stone, soft curves, that warm mediterranean feeling, but the details are blurry now.
the sky felt busy. fighter jets kept ripping across the air at insane speed. every pass came with a heavy boom and distant explosions. the whole scene felt like chaos, but at the same time the sky looked calm and bright, patches of blue showing through big white clouds. the weather looked perfect, almost peaceful, so the world around me felt like calm and disorder happening at the exact same time. emotionally i wasn't sad or happy, just kinda off, like something wasn't right but i couldn't name it.
i started walking up the raised part of the wall, leaning forward with my hands on the surface like i was crawling. i was on top of a white stone wall. when i looked down, i noticed human skeleton shapes built into it. the sight made me really uncomfortable, and i wanted to get off the wall right away. i couldn't tell if they were real or carved, but the whole thing looked ancient, but clean and worn down, like a white stone wall smoothed by weather.
i stood up and looked to my left. a short distance away there was a bath made of thick white stone. the whole thing looked luxurious, the surface polished and bright, almost glowing. the water inside was warm and steamy, giving it the look of a hot spring.
a gorgeous white woman with a large breasts was sitting in it, completely nude, though the foam covered most of her body and rose to her chest, just barely covering her breasts. she was leaning back comfortably with her arms resting on the sides of the bath, her straight dark-blonde hair falling around her shoulders with lighter highlights. i recognized her instantly. i didn't question who she was or why she was there. i just knew her.
i climbed down from the wall and walked toward her. i don't remember if we talked. the next clear moment is me leaning in close, like something warm was pulling us together. we began to kiss, and a rush of intense love moved through me. she passed an orange pill to me by mouth. the pill looked like the red pill from the matrix, but bright orange and almost glassy like a dragon ball. the view shifted from seeing myself in third person to a close-up of the moment, with the pill on our tongues, and then i woke up.
it was a strange dream, like i was standing in two worlds at once, slipping between bliss and chaos. i don't like talking about dreams that lean dark, i always want to forget them like they never happened, so i might delete this in the future. the only reason i even bothered writing about it is because of that moment with the woman. that part felt warm and peaceful. it's the one thing that made the whole dream worth remembering at all.
